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damn   
10:38pm 20/11/2006
 
mood: accomplished
It's been a while. Things have been lovely. I got a job at a cafe downtown...I'm the coffee-mixer-upper. Jen and I really connected over the past months. We see each other every day. right now, life is good. I really hope things stay this relaxed and fun. You're only young once.
 
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Breakups and letdowns   
08:41pm 08/03/2006
 
mood: pensive
I AM happy. This music always reminds me of...happier times, I guess.

Well, Jen found out her boyfriend was cheating on her. I wonder why Leon would do such a thing... She is such a friendly person, she always tries to help out. Maybe that was the problem. She was TOO nice, too bland. He wanted drama and wild make-up sex, and all she wanted to give him was her heart. Wow, that sounded very cheezy. In a way it's true.

I just hope she finds someone more like herself.

I want to protect her.
 
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WIND   
08:13pm 27/02/2006
 
mood: awake
Windy like all hell today. I could feel it howling around the corners of my room. I loved it though. Most people want to get out of the wind. I want to stand in the road and...fly. But I've never been in a windy enough place for that to really work. I need to rent a windtunnel?
 
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Horses!   
02:25pm 16/02/2006
 
mood: chipper
I love riding horses. Yesterday I skipped school to ride with Jen. She has horses at a boarding place somewhere, and we rode in the afternoon. After that, we went back to her place for dinner. She has an apartment downtown. All in all, it was a great experience and lots of fun.
 
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valentines day   
12:31pm 15/02/2006
 
mood: bitchy
I hate valentines day. It's just a coporate scam to get people to feel insecure about themselves and solve it through consumerism. At least when I had someone who loved me, I was a little comforted, but yesterday was sickening.

Sleepover tomorrow! All right!
 
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blah   
12:39am 15/01/2006
 
mood: tired
I saw Jason today. He's finally back from wherever on the east coast he was that he wouldn't tell me about. I love him, I really do, but he's too unstable for me. He'll just walk away from anything if the mood strikes. We'll never be more than just friends, I know that, and yet I have this conversaion with myself all the time. I want more, and I never kn ow where to look or how to find it.
 
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My first entry...   
09:03pm 15/12/2005
 
mood: depressed
There's nothing worse than having to see him every day and knowing that I'll never have him, he'll always be 100% devoted to her. They have so much history. There's no place for me and I've never felt more worthless. Perfect time to say goodbye.
 
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